Six years and counting

It's been six years. I still find myself thinking of you.When it's Winter and the cold becomes unbearable i remember you. Why do i remember you during the winter months? Maybe it reminds me of the region we shared our experience. You were not exactly my type physically, but your charm was unmistakable. You were such a dear soul, going out on a limb for everyone around you. I thought you were extremely kind but looking back, i wonder, if it was your own way of controlling the world around you? Yes, you were controlling not in a dangerous way but in a gentle kind of way. I was fiercely independent and yet dependent on you. We would laugh and joke and then intellectually discuss things.

I remember your deep soulful eyes,in retrospect i wonder what you were thinking when you stared at me?...did you think i was not good enough?...did you plot and plan an escape route or did you think how much you loved me?. Sometimes, you would sit quietly working on your computer. You were a geek, you loved your computer programs and software... while i was the creative one. I wonder if life gave you everything you ever wanted? did you ever discover yourself?


A mutual friend told me you now have a kid...I saw her picture and she is beautiful!she looks just like your wife. I think the memories are getting blurry as the years go by. I think i know why i tend to remember you during the winter...our tryst started during the winter and by summer it was almost over. Ours was a winter love. Cold, dreary and short...lol
You solidified my great suspicion for people...congrats.

First Post!!!

The purpose for this blog is simply to organize my thoughts. It will be a culmination of different facets of my existence. Ranging from my faith in God and his son Jesus Christ(spirituality), to my physical needs and everything included in that, and maybe vain stuff like fashion or anything i feel like blogging about hence the name of this blog. I am a pretty much random person.I can go from seriously contemplating the importance of how one can affect this world for good, to the frivolous aspects of life and back again to important stuff :)

So this blog is for no one and everyone....